Well, with every good Story there must be a Beginning, a Middle, and an Ending. I have enjoyed writing these, and I appreciate everyones Support. You've been with me during the good times and the bad times. You've been with me during the beginning, and it's only fair you're with me during the end.
This is the Final Chapter. I have no intentions of Writing a sequel, and in all honestly I had no intention of sharing my feelings to this degree. I can tell you that these Chapters are indeed real, and this is a story of what's going on in my life. As I reflect, I feel as though this story was just what I needed to express myself. It really did help. I hope you all have enjoyed it, but I guess you're all ready for the finale. Here goes.
We, as always, were chilling together talking. It was a nice day, and She was quite happy to have me back. She kept Apologizing to me, She knew I was trying to push Her away, but She said She couldn't let me go. She really opened up to me. She told me She didn't know what She'd do if I left. She even told me She had cried all that night and all the next morning. The thought of losing me was so hard on Her. I never imagined She felt that way, I didn't know She cared about me so much. Knowing all this, I knew I had to open up to Her more than I ever had before.
"Brittany, I gotta tell you something". "I need to get this off my chest, and I'm sorry if it's sudden, but I have to tell you how I feel". She nodded and Said, "Go ahead, I'll listen". "Brittany, I don't know why I feel this way, but I care very deeply about you". "All the other Girls I've ever met have had no real effect on me, but You, You make me feel weak and Strong at the same time". "You've changed my life". " I feel so much happier when I'm with you, I don't feel any anger, or any ill feelings toward anyone". " I use to do things I shouldn't on a regular Basis, but since I've met you, I haven't done those things". "You truly have made me a better person". "I don't know what it is about you, but I just care so much for you". " I want to hold you, Protect you, make sure you're always happy, and always safe". " You mean the world to me". I realize we haven't know each other that long, and I've never had anyone else in my life". "I don't entirely Understand this feeling, but my heart tells me it's Love". "I'm sorry if this is all sudden, but I just needed to tell you how I truly feel". She listened to everything I said, not interrupting once, or even showing the slightest emotion that I could tell. "Ok Zach, I have a few things to say, it's your choice if you choose to listen". At this point I was scared. I felt building dread in the pit of my stomach. I was preparing for the worst, I was waiting for Her to say, "Zach, I'm sorry but I don't feel the same way". I figure I turned a bit pale, and It felt like I couldn't move. I felt like I was paralyzed. All I could do was take a deep breath, and then she Spoke. "Zach, I didn't realize how much I cared for you until I thought I was about to lose you". " I also can't explain my feelings, but I can tell you I care about you, a lot". " This feeling I feel in my heart, I can't explain it, but I think I love You". I can't really tell you how I felt when She said that. I just sat there with my mouth slightly open. I then began to get a strange feeling. Do you know the feeling you get when you've had a delicious home cooked meal, or a steaming cup of hot chocolate? It's the feeling where your stomach feels all warm, and you feel so comfortable. You feel like everything is good. I had that same feeling, but it was in my heart. I then began to cry. I had never experienced anything like this. This feeling, it's so overwhelming, but it's such a happy feeling. It's the most comforting feeling I have ever felt. Imagine, you have just had a wonderful night sleep.You wake up well rested and just happy. You just lie in the bed, staring at the ceiling. The temperature is perfect, it's so peaceful, the light is shining, but not too brightly, and a cool breeze is blowing. The air is clean and fresh, like mountain air. The feeling I had, was like all of these, but even better. It's like there is a cloak covering you, protecting you. It's an unreal feeling. To know the person you love, loves you back is undoubtedly the best feeling there is. If you've never felt this feeling, then please don't argue with me. When you feel it for the first time, you'll know. As to what happened the rest of the day was kinda sketchy. I think we were both in a daze. We both felt the same way. We both know we love each other, but we also don't know what love is, since we've never felt it before.
Now this bring us to the final part of the story. (Today)
In a way, I felt guilty. I knew there was someone at Her School She cared for, someone She had known for a longer time than I, but She was going to pick me. I decided to say the last thing I ever wanted to say to Her, but I knew it was the right thing to do.
"Brittany, Remember when I first told you I liked you"? "Yes." She replied. "I have a question for you". "You can ask me anything Zach". She always said that. She always answered my questions. She always cared about what I had to say. "Remember when I asked you if there was someone you liked, and you told me it was Zach at your school"? "Yeah," She replied. She had told me quite a few stories about him, and he seemed like a very nice guy. Someone She cared for and looked up to. " Brittany, My feeling for you haven't changed, but if you like this guy or even love him, I think you should be with Him". "I like Him, but I don't know if he likes me back, besides I don't think it would work". "Well, your happiness is my main concern Madame(I always called Her madame) ". She then mention something about someone I had no knowledge of. She told me about the first person She had ever loved. A boy Her age, but their parents wouldn't let them be together. After two years and seeing Him recently, She confessed She still had feeling for Him, and She hoped She would out grow them. "Brittany, I have to tell you something, that I don't want to say, please don't get upset with me". "Zach, I'd never get upset with you". "We're both young, and we haven't known each other long enough to be saying we love each other". " My main concern is your happiness, and if this boy is the one, then I want you to pursue Him". "My feeling for you won't change, but you can't love me, at least not until we've gotten to know each other better". "You need to sort your feeling out, follow your heart, I don't want you to have any regrets". Surprisingly, She agreed with me, and we both felt the same way. We care for each other, but it's just too soon, and too many lose ends to be able to say we love each other without having to think about it. "Brittany, I'll always be here for you, and you'll always be my best friend". "There's no need to rush anything, and you need to know if He's the right on for you". "No matter what, I'll always be here for you". " Zach, you're my Best friend, at least for now". "At least for now, I asked. "Yeah, In time, maybe more". With that She smiled. I then half serious half joking said,"Alright Fine, I love you". She Replied, "I love you too". I then closed my eyes and Smiled.
The End
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